and so we start again

                   FRIDAY 6/21/19 7:30AM--I'm hoping to contact Amerigroup sometime today, after my nap, if I take one...I was sound asleep when Dianne informed me that she was leaving for work...I dunno if I'm going out tonight, but I still doubt it...There's talk of going to Unique tomorrow...that might be nice...
    9:16AM--I belatedly realized FRIENDS is on Netflix...so I've started with episode ONE...at 10AM I might switch to TBS and watch the FRIENDS episodes there--or not...I think MASH is on Netflix as well...I wish Time Tunnel was...I think VOYAGE...might be...
         10:46AM--getting sleepy...hoping to make it to 12:30...I don't think I can make it to 1PM...and I need to think about Dinner at some point, later today...maybe I'll finally make it to Wendy's...I'm really gonna try to contact Amerigroup later...scared though I may be...
     4:01PM--actually got in touch with Amerigroup !!! there is a medical supply store in Rockville, on Nebel St. that is supposed to recognize Amerigroup/Medicaid insurance...the plan is to go on Monday...for now I'll assume that everything will work in my favor...for the third time, I'm gonna try for Dinner from Wendy's...As for Dinner on Saturday evening, who knows? And I do plan on going out Saturday evening--maybe...
            8:53PM--I don't think I'm gonna make it past Ten o'clock...which probably means I'll be waking up at 6AM, whether I want to or not...All I gotta do is take the trash can out to the curb...I think we're going to Unique after Dianne does her Saturday morning stuff... I dunno if I'm gonna buy anything; I can't...if I stick to my weekly budget, that is...I started out Wed morning with $100 and now I've got  $45 in my pocket...That's an average of roughly $18 a day...I've really gotta start pinching pennies again...On Monday I'm gonna look for the paperwork for the Litz Credit Card...
           I'd be lying if I said I wasn't worried a little bit...whatever's gonna happen, good or bad, it's ultimately my fault...and knowing that doesn't make me feel good...I'm gonna try to let go of all that until Monday...