21st technology sucks BIG TIME

          THURSDAY 6/20/19 7AM--Apple sucks, but that's where iTunes lives...and I hope (but I doubt) that Stoney Johnstone appreciates what I'm going through for ONE FUCKING SONG...*I* wouldn't make anybody go thru this hassle...
     It’s gonna be a long LONG  LONG  day...and *I* don’t think I deserve all the shit that’s been dumped on me in the past HOUR or so...Dianne is working from home today--certainly didn't expect THAT...so far  the only good news is that I don't have to go far to play an open mic with Lou...the weather may be horrible by then though...like I said, a fucking LONG day...
      But it was nice to get back to seeing Dr.Borelli again...for starters, we're reducing the amount of Welbutrin and trying to get used to the idea that there are  AM meds and PM meds...I AM looking forward to going out tonight...a little bit...
       4:20PM--it has been a rotten day for the most part, I hope the visit to the Grape Escape will make me feel a little better...
11PM--it didn't....and I've spent my time back home fighting with technology--AGAIN...I think I might possibly perhaps have the new iTunes in my laptop, maybe...
        Part of what I'm sad about is the idea that no matter how much I wanna be with someone, Angela for instance, it ain't gonna happen--ever....and not just because she doesn't feel the same way...I didn't cheat on Dianne when she was my girlfriend or my wife and now she's my ex-wife, and I still can't bring myself to "cheat" on her...not that I have anyone to cheat with...