WEDNESDAY 1/6/2021 9:18PM--as much as I WANT to get away from Flakebook, I haven't yet...just a few minutes ago, I saw a photo of Angela with a guy who is apparently her new boyfriend...I know it shouldn't but it hurts...I didn't unfriend her (as if she cares one way or the other) but I'm no longer "following" her--as if she cared about THAT either...now all I'll ever have is fantasies...which, if I'm being honest, is all I would ever have anyway...
I made an appointment to get an MRI done on Monday the 11th...I can't eat for four hours before the procedure...there goes Lunch...I can't eat anything after 10:15AM--that means I'll be having Lunch at around 9:30 or so...and the procedure could take as long as 90 minutes...I really REALLY REALLY hope it doesn't take that long...there goes Lunch at a normal time, and there goes the after Lunch nap...
I have about $1000 in the Bank...I'm gonna try to leave it alone as much as I can...If/when I get new glasses, I plan to charge them...my CapOne charge card is clean...I did order a book about Phish from Amazon, but I DIDN'T charge it...and I'm getting a little notebook to act as a scheduler and whatever else I wanna write, in addition to whatever might be in my phone...didn't charge THAT either...
9:51PM--Angela just "liked" a meme I put on Flakebook...feels like someone poured a little bit of salt into my wound--however small that wound might be...she put a photo of them together a few days ago, but I just didn't put 2+2 together--dammit...
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