wish I didn't have to

          SUNDAY 4/5/2020 9:10 PM-- I have to contact GEICO and Medicaid soon...or tomorrow...I would rather go to the dentist...not looking forward to tomorrow at all...
MONDAY 4/6/2020 11:15 AM--so now it IS Monday...just got back from Safeway, to get ice...we barely have room for a 10-lb bag, the gas station sells FIFTEEN pound bags...
          I'm gonna try to contact Medicaid after my nap, somewhere around three o'clock, hopefully...I think Dianne will be upstairs taking HER nap...
        I really wanna have mac&cheese for Dinner...we'll see...
4PM--it's been a suck ass day so far...the phone call to Medicaid or Social Security or whoever the fuck it was accomplished absolutely nothing...ultimately it's all my fault--maybe...
9:34 PM--it's still a suck ass day...a guy is coming tomorrow morning to put the toilet and sink back in the downstairs bathroom...good timing, because the upstairs toilet is acting funny...when it rains, it pours...if I didn't wake up in the morning I might be OK with that...and I suspect Dianne feels the same way about her Life...
TUESDAY 4/7/2020 10AM--dammit, I did wake up this morning...RATS...
3:09 PM--contacted GEICO...I'm postponing the April payment for onne week and two days, which is six days AFTER the SSA check comes...the ONLY good thing to happen today...except--the downstairs bathroom is back!!! The upstairs bathroom still has a problem...
       I'm not a scientist or a pharmacist or anything but I think each and EVERY pill one might take for whatever reason has side effects...but I understand why someone with a PhD would say I was wrong...they have to tow the company line and protect their career...I get it...that discussion was the straw that broke the camel's back--my FB account is (I hope) closed to everyone but me...if I want to, I can see what I would normally see...except Wendy...I blocked her...
4:23 PM--somewhat unintentionally I found that series of questions that could lead to finding out which Gov't programs I am eligible for--THIS TIME I answered the questions and PRINTED the results--all six pages...at least I finally took that first step...AND I called GEICO and moved the due date for my Monthly payment--I'm supposed to get verification...