sometimes Life just absolutely sucks

                 SUNDAY 4/12/2020 3:30--today my Life sucks...I wouldn't mind not waking up tomorrow, but I probably will anyway...Dianne is "helping" me with all the SSA/Medicaid/Medicare crap...she even asked her Father about it...he worked for the SSA for many many years...I think I threw away the envelope in which I would enclose my handwritten letter requesting that I not be enrolled in Part B Medicare...it was a "no postage needed" envelope, apparently it was a VERY important envelope, and I probably don't still have it...or if I DO, I have no fucking idea whatsoever where it is...
      Whatever that new drug is called, I took one...I think one is enough...the very first one(Friday?) hit me pretty hard; I wouldn't mind if that happens again...
MONDAY 4/13/2020 11:36 AM-- I think maybe Dianne possibly might have fixed my situation with the US Gov't...I'm gonna leave it alone, at least for a little while...Dunno when I'm going to the 1180 Lab, maybe after my nap...
9:05 PM--I'm not absolutely 100% positive that Dianne has solved the Gov't problem, but I'm gonna try to be optimistic, and forget about it...
TUESDAY 4/14/2020 6:15 PM--there's gonna be a ZOOM conference with Dianne's family in about 40 minutes or so...I dunno if I'm expected to be there, but I think my absence would be noticed by Danny or Jonathan...dunno how long the meeting will last...I will likely being watching a muted TV...
9:32 PM--and so I DID watch a muted TV while participating in the meeting...I've had more fun by myself, but those days are gone...
WEDNESDAY 4/15/2020 10:35AM--the Roomie got HER stimulus check...*I* got my SSA check...whatever...I don't feel like doing anything, except (maybe) sleeping...Dunno if I'm gonna do any "lab work" today or not...
4:38 PM--I did some, but somebody up there didn't really want me to...on the other hand I finally FINALLY got thru to Family Services...the appointment is scheduled for May 7th at 11:30...
6:00 PM--me and my Roomie are not the only ones having trouble with their banks/mobile apps...It IS rather frustrating reading about all those Flakebook users getting their checks...
THURSDAY 4/16/2020 7:50AM--so I haven't gotten the check yet, and *I* can't find a way to determine WHEN I'm gonna get it...because the IRS already HAS my direct deposit info...very frustrating...
5PM--still waiting for the check I'm allegedly gonna get...
7 PM--still waiting...I'm not convinced that I'm gonna get one...