and the shit keeps coming

     FRIDAY 4/24/2020 2:27 PM--I think maybe Dianne might have possibly fixed the GEICO/Cap One Bank fuck-up...I dunno for sure...maybe there's an email confirmation...
3:09 I think I fixed the GEICO fuck-up AGAIN...maybe...the Plan is to be back in bed by 3:30...
6:09 I THINK I paid my overdue GEICO bill by check...GEICO says I did, but Cap One hasn't cashed the check yet...I'll feel a whole lot better once they do...in the meantime I have no money in my pocket...but I have about $200 in my checking account, maybe a bit more...
      I took two pills, then shortly thereafter fell down the steps hitting my head on the front door...I took one or two more and went back to bed--I was out from about 3:30 until 6...I got up, and now here I am...I don't think I could be any more apathetic...
10:14 PM--such a shitty fucking day and it's not getting any better...
SATURDAY 4/25/2020 9:08 AM--it's been IMO opinion a very fast week...I'm not as fond of weekends as I used to be...all the Clonazepam I took yesterday has left me feeling rather drunk and apathetic...and God knows what else...but I kinda like it...
MONDAY 4/27/2020 8:50 AM--I tried to apply for food stamps, but I don't think I was successful in getting it done...and my computer has stopped indicating when I've spelled a word wrong...I set it up to offer suggestions on which word am I going for...that's might get annoying at some point, unless I learn to ignore it...so possibly there's something seriously wrong with my laptop...I'll just have to live with it, money is a super serious problem right now...that is, it will be when GEICO time rolls around again...
1PM--a few days ago, I got a letter from Social Security saying my NEW payment date will be the THIRD day of the Month, starting in May, which is about seven days away...which is NINE days before the GEICO payment is due!!! If I was in better shape physically I would possibly dance to the mailbox and back...this news makes me feel WAY beter than felt when I woke up this morning...and I could get the stimulus check on Wednesday...No way am I gonna hold my breath...but wouldn't it be nice?
4:49 PM--all things considered, today has been a halfway decent day...an article in the newspaper says some stimulus money is going out on Wednesday...we'll see...
6:31 PM--I spoke too soon...the roomie (landlord?) and I had a heated discussion a little while ago...and I ate a huge plate of crow and rescinded my departure plan from the FHB...















































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