time to consider the Future/probably not my day

      FRIDAY 1/24/2020 9AM--in addition to a bunch of pairs of jeans, I intend to donate some books...I don't yet know how many...ultimately I guess it will be a LOT of them--I can't take them with me when my time comes, right? I hope to find out IF there's a limit to how many books one can donate...I'll probably take a few books at a time...
   11:30 AM--on the way to donate some stuff I found myself at a red light...I could HEAR the ambulance, but I couldn't SEE it--until I looked in the rear view mirror...none of the cars around me seemed to want to move--including the fucking idiot directly in front of me...finally they pulled forward, even though it meant going thru a red light...it's a minor miracle that I didn't have a heart attack--at least not yet anyway...
3:22PM--In what is surely a first, I dreamt that Dad was sitting in a chair reading a newspaper, I was puttering around the house when Mom decided she was gonna "please herself" in front of us--which wasn't a big deal to HER...only a PhD. might know what that means...
9:54 PM--Dianne has plans for tomorrow; I do not--as far as I can remember...well, there's putting the clean dishes away...I kinda hope I don't have any other plans...still feeling down, maybe not as far down as yesterday, but still a little bit...
SATURDAY 1/25/2020 9:46 AM--dishes are done...I went to Michaels and got model airplane glue in the hopes that I can fix the sun visor myself...I have my doubts, but who knows? Maybe I'll work on it later today...when Dianne goes out the second time, to have Lunch with Linda...although *I* have to go to Safeway (or Giant?) to get bread (and soda) for today's Lunch...I don't really feel like going back to the Kentlands again, even if I'm NOT going to Michaels...I just hope the model airplane glue holds...
1:42PM--and of course, it didn't...so it's off to the dealership on Monday (?) to find out what I can find out about buying a whole new LH visor assembly...I DO believe I can install it myself...