the anti-social network

   SUNDAY 7/28/19 10:11 PM--IF I need to be reminded that I have few (if any) friends, all I gotta do is go to Flakebook...it's rather depressing to me...of course no one forces me to go there...
        MONDAY 7/29/19 12:48PM--There are those who say that they don't care who people think/say about them...I want to be one of those people, but I'm not...and I think people have the right to NOT like someone, the problems develop when you verbalize (out loud) those feelings...like I've kinda said before, there are some people I like, people I don't like...people I wanna like, people I no longer like...and of course, I demand the right to change my Mind...
    And there are people whom I think like me, but I'm no longer sure...and there are female people who I wish liked me more than a little, although what I could do about that? absolutely nothing...Angela recently put what *I* think is a rather revealing photo on Flakebook...it almost hurts to see it...
TUESDAY 7/30/19 5:31 PM--there are some rotted timbers on the deck--I just went thru them--my left leg, most of the way up my thigh...as much as it hurts to walk now, I suspect it will be way worse when I wake up tomorrow...I have no plans to go anywhere until maybe Thursday...
   7:52PM--I think the Tylenol is working on my knee...I'm gonna take four Advil before bedtime though...and while I don't have to do the trash, I do have to do the kitty litter...I guess someone will get the mail tomorrow morning...
9:05 PM--I might make it to 10 PM...I don't wanna still be up at 11PM...four Advil and maybe a Xanax should help me sleep, right? SLIGHTLY LATER--I'm only gonna take the Xanax if I wake up in the middle of the night...I might be in bed BEFORE 10 PM...
 WEDNESDAY 7/31/19 11:23AM--the leg still hurts, but I can still get around, if slowly...I just don't know exactly what I should take for the pain...we're gonna run out of Tylenol...maybe I should go to CVS and get some more...
12:18PM--and so I did, using my $5 in "extra bucks"...one of my Doctor's said the safest pain killer available w/o a prescription is Tylenol™ so that's what I use now...somewhere around 1PM I'll (hopefully) go take a nap..Dinner is a Stouffer's meatloaf dinner--oh boy...it takes almost as long for ME to prepare as it does to eat...I just don't like brown gravy...Mom used to make white gravy, but I have no idea how she did that...
3:13PM--or I could have sandwiches, that seems likely...But if I go to the OTWC tomorrow that's usually what I have when I eat there...it feels like a dilemma to me...right now making the meatloaf dinner feels like more work than I wanna do...so I'll very likely make sandwiches, it's a little less work--not by much, but still...