if it was Nancy, they'd probably cancel

          SATURDAY 7/27/19 9:18AM--as far as I know, Sue and Mike will  be here at about Noon...if it was Nancy (and Billy) they'd probably cancel...IMO one of Nancy's problems is that, more often than not, she makes plans and then cancels at the last minute...it could be that she's aware of my ("physical") attraction to her and I make her nervous...oh well...I kinda wish that Sue and Mike would cancel, in spite of all the prepping I (and especially Dianne) have done to get ready their visit...I'm trying to be aware of and sympathetic to everyone's hang-ups, and not just because I want everyone to treat me that way...EVERYBODY has 'em, but hang-ups don't always rise to the surface...
    Sue and Mike are both "quirky"...I guess (if there is such a thing) I don't know any "normal" people...I don't consider myself to be all that "tech savvy", but compared to Sue, I'm a Tech Genius...she doesn't seem to care, or else she would educate herself...I hope to get a pre-gig nap after they leave--HAHAHAHA...I dunno what's for Dinner, probably Lunch...
11:22 AM--Mike and Sue are across the street at  Starbucks, they should be here by Noon...and gone before 4PM...not sure whether I'm gonna shower for the gig...I plan to get more dressed up than usual...that is, long pants--provided I can find pants cool enough, not that we're playing outside--at least I don't THINK we are...
  3 PM--Mike and Sue just left; nap time starts at 3:30...I hope to leave the house at about 6PM...hopefully it won't take too long to get there or find a parking space...I suspect parking will cost an unknown amount of money...
SUNDAY 7/28/19 8:21 AM--the "unknown" amount of money was $12 dollars, maybe $14...I think one of the indications of low blood sugar is that the brain doesn't work as well, and I'm not very smart to begin with anyway...to have a tech problem on the laptop this early indicates to me that it's probably gonna be a long day...TWO Xanax should help me relax, if only for awhile...
11:16AM--two Xanax knocked me out...I was fast asleep, dreaming when Dianne came home from water aerobics...I could still go back to sleep now, and hopefully I will again after Lunch...until maybe 4:30 or so...IF Dianne goes to Unique she'll be going alone...
   7:40PM--Of course she didn't go alone...I went with her and came home empty handed...took a nap...just finished Dinner--mac&cheese...