why do I even bother?

          WEDNESDAY--6/19/19 5;47PM--I was sweaty when I jumped in the shower; and now that I'm sitting still, doing next to nothing--I'm sweating again...
                  The first damage done to my car since I got it, unless I'm forgetting something, was done today by Dianne...I've tried to teach her how to use the rear view camera, but she's not getting it...
               As far as I know, Lou and I are still going to the open mic tomorrow evening...haven't heard from him yet today...if we didn't go, that would be OK with me...I don't think any of the bands I think I'm in are practicing any time soon...I have no plans to go out Friday,  Saturday or Sunday...that could change, but I wouldn't put money on it...
       I had concerns about who I'd be talking to tomorrow at Family Services...thankfully, it is supposed to be Dr. Borelli...I feel as though I'll have a LOT to talk about...I suspect she'll be changing my meds, I dunno which ones...