I THINK it was worth it

            FRIDAY 5/17/19 8:15AM--it took an HOUR but I was finally able to watch a bit of the Jonatha Brooke DVD, specifically STEADY PULL...but on my laptop, not the TV--not my first choice, but it works...I dunno WHY I can't watch it thru the DVD player/TV...The only things I need to do today are go to Target and exchange the socks...and do my 4TH Thursday homework...whatever songs we're doing...*I* seem to be the one causing trouble with the set list...
1:32PM--there's a woman I think about sometimes, not in spite of the fact that she may be trans, but because she may be trans...I KNOW that's possibly not "normal", but it is the way I sometimes feel...I just watched/listened to a video of her singing...yeah, I'd say it's more likely than not that she was a "he" in the past...
4:52PM--As usual I didn't really get a nap, even though I really needed one...and reading emails from two different sets of band members has made me even more tired...I know as much now about my future local Musical activities as I did when I was asleep last night...
8:36PM- it’s a long story, but Sue and Michael will not be visiting Gaithersburg tomorrow… I’m OK with that;  but now I don’t know what, if anything, Dianne and I are going to be doing...and I don’t yet feel like going out, knowing I’ll be going out on Sunday...
     Speaking of which, there are a couple of eating choices somewhat near the concert venue...I dunno for sure, but I think I wanna be exiting the NoMa Metro station at around 5PM if not a teeny bit sooner...I'll have something for Dinner then walk to the City Winery...thank somebody it will be daylight--until after the show...then I'll have reason to panic...
       9:55PM--Twice I have offered the World of Flakebook a FREE ticket to the Jonatha Brooke concert--still no takers...it's always good to know who your real friends might be...I hoped to hear from Angela, but I should give up on that idea...she'd have to sit with me, horror of Horrors...
SATURDAY 5/18 1:40PM--I'm feeling down...trying to forget about feeling so alone and think about the concert tomorrow...I should be able to get some pictures...
11:15PM--Dianne took me out to Dinner for my birthday, which is tomorrow...I had a NY Strip steak and some mozzarella sticks...I brought some of them home...after dinner we went to Baskin-Robbins for dessert...I asked for a choc shake, which I'VE always thought was made with vanilla ice cream and chocolate syrup...the girl behind the counter was completely confused by my request--English wasn't even her second language...so I had a Vanilla shake for dessert, maybe my first...