I WON'T live like that

  TUESDAY 11/13/18 11:28AM--I was sitting on the sofa last night when suddenly I fell off of it, hitting my head...turns out the cushion was not properly positioned...okay, not too big a deal...but about five hours later, I fell outta my bed hitting my head again and I dunno why...I took a few Xanax and went back to bed...the cat had somehow gotten trapped in the office and was making a lotta noise...I thought I would feel better being home--I was wrong...
12:27PM--and my car battery is dead...what the fuck else could happen? No, don't answer that...but I’m getting a new one, for free...have no idea how good a battery it is or how long it will/should last...
5:08PM--so I got a new battery, but I sure as hell don't feel like going anywhere or doing much of anything; too much Xanax I guess...about 12 hours from now I gotta get outta bed and take Dianne to the first of many doctor's appointments...I'll probably be back in bed tonight by 9:30 or so...
6:03PM--having dinner, killing time...VERY bored or tired or sleepy or depressed or...whatever...
7:02PM--as of tonight, the weather for Thursday evening does not look at all good for going anywhere...there is the possibility of snow...could I BE any less happy? yeah, but still...