a long day for both of us

            THURSDAY 11/29/18 5:30AM--the roomie is going into the hospital this morning...it's an overnight stay...I hope to be back home before 10AM...Then I'm going back to sit with her hopefully not before 2PM...I'll be leaving there at 5PM to come home and feed the animals...gotta load up the car...and in addition to all that, the cleaning ladies are coming sometime today--hopefully after 1PM...I probably won't feel like it, but I WANT to work on my homework while I AM  home...

1:20PM- I know Dianne is the one who is in pain, but I’m pretty fucking miserable myself... I am 6 feet away from a soda machine doesn’t work;  she isn’t in her room yet, but should be in in about 30 minutes…
 3:40PM-It took longer than 30 minutes, but she has a room...I think she’s gonna take a nap...My plan is to leave before five o’clock...I don’t wanna drive home during rush hour in TOTAL darkness...So much for my plan-I think I’ll be leaving at 5-ish...I wanna be at the OTWC by 7

FRIDAY-even if I wanted to I won’t be seeing the Crimestoppers tomorrow night...If *I* think I'm somewhat pathetic, I wonder what other people think...I think Jeff Jones is 'emotionally needy" so I'm sure other people say that about ME...even *I* say that about me a little...aside from being Dianne's caretaker, I'm really wiped out from my long day yesterday, so going out tomorrow night just doesn't seem at all likely...
it's not impossible, though...never say never...