they almost always know...

              WEDNESDAY 7/18/18 10:23PM--from what I could ascertain on FB, Angela has ended her relationship with her significant other...I THINK she was keeping track of my activities at Agrodolcé on FB...or maybe that's wishful thinking on my part...But we MUST be realistic...forgetting for the moment my diminished sex drive, etc., I can't see me pursuing anything beyond a friendship with another woman...a Musical relationship? sure, possibly...emotional intimacy? sure...physical (but non-sexual) intimacy? hopefully...but it doesn't matter what *I* want--it's what Angela would want that matters...
              I don't know her well enough to know how perceptive she is, but I wouldn't be surprised if she's figured out that I am infatuated with her...women almost always know that...
            THURSDAY 4PM--the roomie is not going out tonight, but *I* probably am...Tish DID contact me, thru FB Messenger...Angela told me yesterday couldn't go out to the OTWC this week...that doesn't mean she can't  go to Hershey's though...I wouldn't be surprised if I came home unsatisfied...I suppose I could stay home, but I kinda don't wanna...sorta, in a way...
             7PM--well, whatever's gonna happen, it gonna happen in about an hour...