kinda getting tired of anonymity

          THURSDAY 4/12/18 9AM--another day after an open mic...I so wish I was better looking, or at the very least, had better posture...oh well, maybe I'll go to an open mic tonight somewhere...I don't really want to go to Hershey's, but that's likely where I'll end up...if the roomie doesn't go out tonight, I'll stay home; yesterday she said she was...

           Got in touch with Family Services...maybe I'll have some Welbutrin soon...considering going to someplace new for me--Union Jack's...I'm so nervous about it, I'm thinking of making a test run later on, somewhere around 3:30, more or less...

           4:36PM--I  went through a fucking lot of hassle to find Union Jack's...it turns out that they no longer have an open mic on Thursday...so I guess I'll end up at Hershey's...not my first choice...but that's what there is to choose from as far as I'm concerned...I'll likely just bring my Bass--if that much...I don't think I've ever had as good a time at Hershey's as I've had at other open mics...

         6:00PM--gonna leave at about 7-ish, dunno when I'll get home...secretly hoping to go to the Dead jam at Villian & Saint Sunday afternoon...I wouldn't be surprised if that doesn't happen...
        6:51PM--suddenly, I'm quite tired...maybe I had too much for Dinner...and wandering around trying to find Union Jack's wore me out a bit...not genuinely wanting to go probably has something to do with it as well...my Plan to go out on Sunday afternoon didn't go over so well with the roomie...
   9:32PM--dunno where the energy came from but suddenly I went to the grocery store...it was the first money I'd spent all day...got plenty of cheese, fake and real...some more boloney and tomorrow's breakfast...and the  re-cycle-able stuff is on the curb...
                      And I fucking bought the wrong KIND of cheese...actually, some swiss cheese was mixed in with the American cheese...it didn't occur to me that that could happen, but it did...$8 dollars wasted...I'll try again tomorrow...at Giant, where I can also buy soda...