sometimes it's best to just get on with it

 

       

           FRIDAY 8/27/21 11:30AM--Next Day Medical sent me an e-mail suggesting I create a Patient Portal. I'd rather eat a salad...Amazingly enough I DID IT...naturally it took three attempts...I'm surprised that I didn't give up after the first two...Some people would say celebrating such an action is, at the very least, weird...But I'm not "some people" and to ME, it's a big deal...I'm not yet sure if I missed an appointment, but I guess I can find out Monday morning...So far, it's been a good day, for which I'm grateful...I don't expect it to last, which is OK, if I can find the strength to keep-a-goin'...
11PM--Not a whole lot going on tomorrow...Dinner with the ex-in-laws, that's all *I* remember...
SATURDAY 8/28/21 7:47PM--Dinner w/the ex-in-laws was work, like always...but it was a good dinner, including dessert..
8:53PM-so now I’m in Dianne‘s office watching television, because I’m not a fan of Grey’s Anatomy…I’m still not 100% sure of what we’re doing tomorrow… Part of the day will be spent going through the cabinet next to my TV chair…and in a separate project, Dianne wants to go through ALL my random paperwork and sort through it… It’s going to be a real party;
10:28PM-my body clock is a total wreck… I sometimes think tomorrow is Monday and it’s not…thankfully…
SUNDAY 8/29/21 12:58PM--NOW it's SUNDAY...I was getting very frustrated trying to access my NDC patient portal...but finally I got in there...I was minutes away from saying f**k it...but I DIDN'T--that's the main thing...NOW I'm looking forward to my appointment with Yolanda...
5:12PM--it's been a fairly good day...the cleaning/re-organizing of my stuff has started with my bedroom...it's not 100% done, but 90%? Yeah, I'd go with that...
10:24PM--I THOUGHT I had an appointment with a Urologist at the same time as the appt.. with my new therapist...it freaked me out and frustrated the hell outta me...then Dianne and I had a fight about it...the appt. with the Urologist might be NEXT Month...it's seemingly easier for a man to have a baby then it is to re-schedule a f**kin' Dr.'s appointment the old-fashioned in the 21st Century...actually now I'm not 100% sure WHEN the appointment, but I'm gonna stick with the "next month" idea...it calmed Dianne down, for the time being...