Monday, August 30, 2021

new beginnings always make me nervous

 

        MONDAY 8/30/21 9:24AM--the butterfies in my stomach are starting to grow...I assume they'll leave when my first therapy session with my new therapist is over, whenever that will be...
9:36AM--It turns out I was wrong about being wrong about my apppointment with the urologist...now I'm on hold for who knows how long...all I (ever) wanted to do was re-schedule my f**king appointment somehow...oh well, it IS Monday after all...I'm absolutely learning patience today...but I bet almost anything else is easier for me...
10:08AM It took a LONG while but I finally re-scheduled the Urologist appointment for 12:45PM, on September 1st...
12:20PM--so I've met my new therapist...She reminds me a bit of a woman I used to have a crush on--until she and her Husband had an ugly breakup...She moved far away, but I still run into her "ex"--just saw him playing at Hershey's on Friday night...Anyway, as early as it may be to comment on our "relationship", I like her...the Plan is to see her in about two weeks...I'm not gonna say anything to jinx my current mood...
5:27PM--There were no technical problems that I'M aware of during the video session...I have no idea whatsoever what, if anything, Dianne might have heard...she hasn't yet asked about the session--she's been very busy...
7:20PM--she just asked about it...I told her some stuff, that seemed to placate her for now...I don't think she has to know everything about my Life...am I right?


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