what happens next?

 

            TUESDAY 5/11/21 6:50PM--I need to work on finding various doctors...I don't exactly know HOW to do that...it feels like I'm standing at the base of Mt. Everest, and I'm supposed to climb to the top of it...nothin' to it, right?
   8:20PM-so far there has not been a repeat of yesterday evening’s confrontation with Dianne… I very much appreciate that...
       WEDNESDAY 5/12/21 11:17AM--I called three different numbers trying to find a psychiatrist--I struck out...IF I'm gonna go back to Family Services, I will NOT be able to go there in the flesh--to me that sucks...
12:39PM--it's starting to look like it's gonna be Family Services...I will work on it tomorrow I guess...
THURSDAY 5/13/21 10:42AM--possibly the most valuable book I own--my book of passwords, is missing...to me that sucks big time...I probably won't find it BECAUSE I'm looking for it, but I'll keep at it anyway--for awhile at least...getting nervous about my 1PM doctor's appointment...can't wait to get back home...
2PM--left the house at 12:45 and got back home an hour later...the colonoscopy is scheduled for 5/24...
11PM--it's hard for me to think about tomorrow, I'm quite tired...I suppose I COULD work on getting in touch with Family Services...
FRIDAY 5/14/21 10:46AM--went to Giant, bought groceries, got some cash...maybe I don't deserve it, but I'm taking the "day off"...I'm sure Dianne is gonna wanna do something over the weekend, I just dunno what...
SATURDAY 5/15/21 8:10PM--Dianne and I didn't do anything together today, but I think we're doing something tomorrow--maybe...I didn't mind having the day more or less to myself...
10:32PM--some guy is coming to mow the lawn...Dianne says he's expensive...we might have to get a lawn mower of our own...too many choices, and some of them are expensive...
SUNDAY 5/16/21 12:13PM-The big event for Sunday? Going to the grocery store…I think the lawnmower guy might still be coming at some point today, the lawn really needs it…
12:23 PM-Like I’ve said before, I can’t wait till we get back to normal so I can ignore the people that I’ve been ignoring for the past year or so – all my Montgomery County “friends”…
1:48PM--gotta be the latest at home Lunch I've ever had...might not be upstairs napping until almost three o'clock...
7:11PM--oddly enough, Dinner was on time, accidently I suppose...steak with a bowl of mac and cheese...there's plenty of it left over for dinner some other day...