THURSDAY 12/24/2020 10:38AM--I know her Birthday is still two days away, but I'm already thinking about DLH...she'll be turning 67 I think...every year (at least once) I wonder if she has EVER thought about me in the last (nearly) FIFTY years...I seriously doubt it...I'm not 100% sure I wanna know what she looks like nowadays...that sounds mean, but I don't mean for it to sound mean...
There was a Freedman/April family Zoom meeting last night...that hour and 15 minutes felt like three hours...I don't think that anybody would miss me if I wasn't there...But I think Alvin would actually ask about me--not my nephews or my niece...and certainly not Ross...oh well...
NOON--I had a late breakfast so I'm gonna have a late Lunch and probably a late Dinner as well...I don't know what day it is w/o looking at my watch or phone or laptop...
FRIDAY (?) 12/25/2020 1:21PM--other than knowing it's Xmas Day, I'm really having trouble remembering what day it is...maybe it has to do with Dianne NOT going to work...in fact, she'll be off for about a week or so...gotta get used to THAT...
SATURDAY 12/26/2020 11AM--I wonder where she is...I suppose I could (possibly) contact her Father, but I'm too scared to do that...She might remember me, but I don't think her Dad would...and I would want the reunion to go smoothly, naturally enough...of course, the Universe may think such a reunion is a bad idea...which pretty much settles that...
SUNDAY 12/27/2020 5PM--starting to get nervous about the CT Scan...I'm clean and clean shaven and I'm wearing clean underwear...and clean socks...can't wait until it's over...
MONDAY 12/28/2020 11:08AM--and it's over now...I didn't have to drink the stuff, the procedure was painful enuff...it was done intravenously--with needles...ugh...but it's done, and that's all that matters...I DO feel kinda "oogy" which is normal...and it IS Monday, a usually dangerous day anyway...
9:08PM--looking forward to not doing very much tomorrow...I'm OK with that...
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