money I didn't plan on spending

          MONDAY 6/29/2020 9PM--I got the bill from Dr. Snow...I hope I'm wrong, but I think I'm gonna have to pay the $125 dollars...Dianne thinks MediCAID is suppose to pay whatever MediCARE doesn't pay...I hope she's right...not sure how to find out...

TUESDAY 6/30/2020 10:05PM--I'm still waiting for the stuff from my new insurance company...and I haven't paid the Doctor's bill yet...

WEDNESDAY 7/1/2020 5:03--still don't feel like doing much of anything...the roomie and I are going to Cunningham State Falls on Friday; it's not MY idea...I would say she's definitely got "cabin fever"...*I* do not, at least not yet...being quarantined isn't bothering me...as long as I can still go get groceries, I'm OK...

8:53PM-not really looking forward to going most of the way to Thurmont...hopefully I’ll change my mind before Dawn Friday...maybe we will be home by naptime (2 or 3PM) if not sooner...I hope I can find a bathing suit; allegedly we're going into the water...

what's the deal?

            SUNDAY 6/28/2020 10:52PM--I'm more depressed than I thought...all I wanna do is sleep...and yet I have trouble sleeping at night...I called Family Services weeks ago and left a message indicating that I wanted to hear from Tom...I never did; I told Dr. Via to have Tom contact me--I guess she didn't relay the message, *I* dunno why...I guess I'll call FS tomorrow and leave another message...

        It saddens me to find out that a certain woman I'm very attracted to apparently isn't practising "social distancing", which may be a clue that she thinks the pandemic is over--or worse she thinks it's a hoax...She probably doesn't know how I feel about her and she'll likely never ever know...which is OK ultimately, because I can no longer do what I would want us to do if we were alone--if ya get my drift...

        Like I've said before, being confined to my place of residence (other than trips to the grocery store) doesn't bother me at all...possibly because I'm so depressed and don't feel like going out anyway...even if there was no pandemic and all the bars and other Music venues were doing business as usual, I still wouldn't feel like socialising...I can't think of anybody I wanna hang out with anyway...Other than my "roomie", I have no (real) friends...just lotsa fake ones...and she is concerned about us being together 24/7...actually she has things that we don't share, but only a couple of them...I don't have any such things except (maybe) the 1180 Lab.

    And that's the stuff that I wanna talk to Tom about...I haven't been to the 1180 Lab lately; I barely feel like a Musician anymore, in spite of having a cyber-conversation with Terre Roche about guitars and playing Music...

        Slowly but surely I'm unfollowing some of my so-called "friends" on Flakebook...I don't think I've unfriended anybody yet...but it's not outta the question that I will...

that was too easy

                TUESDAY 6/23/2020 2:55PM--it has taken a long time but it had to be done...I found a new insurance (?) company...this means I'll be finding a new, well, everything...No more Dr. Snow or Dr. Malinsky...and hopefully I can get the glasses I need...not sure WHEN the new policy kicks in...I should be getting a packet of stuff kinda soon...it's gotta be the best thing to happen to me in weeks...And I actually talked to a real person--well, he sounded real to me...

WEDNESDAY --I dunno how or why but suddenly I've got a bill from Dr. Snow for almost $200 dollars--I can't deal with that today, maybe tomorrow...

a revalation

        TUESDAY 6/9/2020 10:07AM--just had my last meeting with Dr. Via...she is gonna contact Tom for me...I suddenly realized the value of therapy...I'm almost excited about talking to Tom on a semi-regular basis again...otherwise, I don't have anything else to worry about--today at least...Flakebook has become an ugly place...and yet I joined a Don Henley Fan Group...

THURSDAY 6/11/2020 9AM--I know for sure that I have a Dr.'s appointment with Dr. Snow at 4PM, but I think I have something at 9AM (now) but I can't even remember what it is...oh well...

10:15AM--went to CVS, got a bunch of meds, including that little green capsule that possibly helps me sleep...

SUNDAY 6/13/2020 12:40PM--we were supposed to go visit some frinds in Annapolis bur canceled at the last minute--according to Sue, Mike doesn't take any anti-Covid precautions in spite of the fact that he WORKS IN A HOSPITAL...I wouldn't wanna go all the way to Annapolis to NOT use their bathroom...when Dianne told her parents we were going, they freaked out...she has called them back to say we weren't going...her sister seemingly doesn't want us around...*I* think it's because we upset their parents so much...some people never grow up...I think we're going out to Dinner at a place with an outdoor patio...we have a reservation for 5PM...

TUESDAY 6/16/2020 5:05PM--the big event today was getting my hair cut...then I came home and trimmed my beard--a lot...for now it's just a goatee...

that should be one less thing

          WEDNESDAY 6/3/2020 4:38PM--I might finally be getting my windshield fixed, this coming Saturday...it should cost me about $250 dollars...the plan is to use the CapOne credit card...Dianne asked me "what about your glasses?" but before I take care of that, I gotta found out who is gonna pay for them...

 9:05PM--dunno if I'm gonna make it to Midnight and frankly, I don't know if I WANT to...
FRIDAY 6/5/2020-there’s a problem with Verizon which affects our cell phones, computers and the TV...might not get it all back until tomorrow morning...UGH...

SATURDAY 6/6/2020 9AM--I think we got the Fios back...YAAY!!! Waiting for the Safelite guy to come...As of right now my credit card is paid up...After Safelite leaves it won't be...

10:10AM--I don't FEEL lucky, but I guess I AM lucky--the new windshield cost me $252 dollars...I suppose it coulda been worse...
4:16PM-I’m sick of hearing about the riots, the murder of innocent women and men, be they black or white, the size of the protests…if I was 40 years younger, I might have actually gone to one of the marches...but I'm not...

5:40PM--It's pretty much the only thing on TV...and Flakebook is overflowing with "discussion"...kinda surprised by how many of my acquaintences are Chump supporters...it's really depressing...