my 65th Birthday? nothing special about it so far

     TUESDAY 5/19/2020 11:30AM--so far my birthday has been just like any other day...I guess I'm getting what I deserve, even if *I* don't think I deserve some of that...there will be an attempt at a nap, but I don't expect it to last as long as I might want it to...I think I'm buying myself a Potomac Pizza and some Mozzerella sticks for Dinner...we'll see...
7PM--and so I did...*I* haven't forgotten that I kinda sorta ordered a guitar from Victor Litz...not at all sure they can get it, but I haven't heard anything from them either way...almost afraid that they CAN get it...I bet if I call them to cancel the order, they'll say  "Yeah, we just got it...come and get it..." And so I will...
9PM-I think I’m gonna give up on trying to get Food Stamps, at least for now...it’s been SUCH a hassle, I accomplished NOTHING and I feel like I don’t absolutely have to have them-yet...
WEDNESDAY 5/20/2020 5:46PM--having real meatloaf for Dinner...looking forward to that...
7:20PM--it was just OK...the mashed potatoes were just ok as well...neither of 'em was all that great, and I still have half of both...I guess that will be Friday's Dinner...
THURSDAY 5/21/2020--spaghetti and meatballs for dinner--out of a can...
8PM--I get the feeling I'll be just as lonely after Life gets back to normal (if it ever does) as I am now...actually, I don't feel lonely when I'm in the 1180 Lab or hanging out with Dianne...I'm the loneliest when looking thru Flakebook...it makes me sad...