is this the new normal?

     FRIDAY 3/20/2020 8:53 AM--I've just made my third (?) trip to the grocery store since approximately 3/14, which is when I started taking the pandemic seriously...I think just about everyone is taking it seriously now...hopefully Barnaby and Stoney are taking it seriously...there's no reason for the five of us to gather in Butch's basement to shoot a video when nobody's got a place to play...In fact, IMO, anybody who still thinks the pandemic is a hoax or something cooked up by the Democrats is dumber than I thought they were...
3:40 PM--not much of a nap, it gets warm in my room this time of day...got my Dinners planned for the next few days...I have some bread and some hamburger rolls and LOTSA cheese and baloney...plenty of meatloaf, (but w/o mashed potatoes) 3 cans of spaghetti, 2 cans of chicken noodle soup, a frozen fetticine alfredo...I THINK I'll be OK for a week or more, food-wise at least...
5:04 PM-it’s really unfortunate that at that point in time during the day when I feel like doing stuff is when Dianne doesn’t feel like doing stuff… She’s more active in the morning and I am more hypothetically active in the afternoon and evening...In other news, I removed the hair from my face...I should never have tried to trim it myself... and I didn’t get a picture of the goatee or whatever it was...
5:25 PM-I think I MIGHT be ok financially until the next SSA check comes...
9:15 PM--the monthly GEICO payment has been made...the Litz credit payment due on the 23rd has already been made...the Bank credit card payment ($25) is due on April the 7th...maybe I'll do that soon so I won't have to worry about it...
SATURDAY 3/21/2020 4:50 PM--still don't mind being cut off from the rest of the world--there's still the Internet, for better or worse...again, I think I feel this way because I'm depressed...Family Services finally contacted me...I will contact THEM on Monday...And I still believe I have lotsa the essentials on hand...some bread, plenty of cheese and boloney...milk and soda too...out of Klondike bars, but there should be a bit more than a few Fudgesicles...I just paid $50 (twice the minimum) to my Cap One credit card...My daily budget as of NOW is $12 per day, for 25 days...I don't see me spending ANY money until Monday, IF I buy any groceries at that time...I've spent a lot of this captivity in bed...not necessarily sleeping, just daydreaming...about Angela, but not as much as usual...IF the gov't DOES send me $1000, I'll pay off my credit cards, and maybe have some money (not much) left over...
7PM--making the meatloaf dinner felt a bit like a Government Project...I don't yet know how it's gonna taste...
7:27 PM--from start to finish, prepping cooking and eating, it has taken about an HOUR to have the Meatloaf Dinner...I think all I have to do to finish it is simply re-heat it in the microwave, which surely won't take as long as the initial cooking...