three days is enough

     MONDAY 12/23/19 8:51 AM--I have/had a "to do" list, but I decided that some of the stuff can be done tomorrow, specifically laundry...and even THAT isn't absolutely essential...I DO have to pack for the three day stay in Rockville...that will have to wait until tomorrow...and we're out of Fudgesicles, I'll have to go get some...
       11:06 AM--so I did and I stopped off at CVS to buy a toy to donate to the Derwood Xmas Party...I THINK I can afford $10 dollars...whether I can or not, it's a done deal...I dunno fer sure, but I think/hope Linda will have some money waiting for me when I arrive in Rockville tomorrow at 4:00 or so...I'll use it to get my car registration...hopefully there will be some left over...
   TUESDAY 11:22 AM--I should be packing for Rockville, but I don't yet feel like it...after my nap, which hardly ever lasts as long as I want it to, THEN I'll pack...I should stop at Giant on the way to Rockville to (if nothing else) buy tonight's Dinner...whatever it's gonna be...I'm thinking hot dogs and rolls...and though I don't want to, I should probably buy a bit more stuff while I'm at the store...I suspect it will be crowded...
4:47 PM-well here I am in Rockville for tonight, Wednesday Thursday and most of Friday… I bought $30 worth of groceries, that should be more than enough to last the three days… Mike and Linda are paying me $100 which is fair, but I can’t keep the money...the motor vehicle administration will get the money…and some of mine as well... But let me be clear, I’m grateful for the $100…
5:35 PM-finally enjoying myself here in Rockville – I’m not doing anything, and I’m OK with that… I guess I could have/should have gotten today’s mail, but I didn’t feel like it...
7:08 PM-Dianne’s feeling rather lonely in G-Burg by herself, I don’t know why… We’re going to the movies together tomorrow to see Little Women... There is nothing else to do on Christmas day…
9:49PM-considering how yucky I felt yesterday emotionally, I feel really good this evening… On the other hand I’m starting to think of what December 26th means... Does she EVER think about me? Assuming of course that she is still alive… Way WAY back when, when she and I were connected, if only barely, I read a book called BE HERE NOW…I keep trying to do that but I deliberately keep going back in time as well...The body of the man who wrote that book completely  stopped working a couple of days ago...
10:49 PM-One of the things I do when I’m bored as I eat and I’ve been doing a lot of that here this evening I don’t know if I’m bored or tired or both or what but I do think I’ll be in bed before midnight...
WEDNESDAY 12/25/19-just got back to Rockville from Gaithersburg… Went to the movies, saw Little Women…Went to a Chinese restaurant and had dinner and now I’m in Rockville, chilling... there’s not a whole lot on TV but there’s enough to keep me occupied, at least for a little while...