it’s only gonna get worse/how did this happen?

   SUNDAY 9/8/19 8PM- this whole “misplacing things” problem is driving me fucking crazy… first, it was the piano chord book that I bought months ago; and then, it was my phone… Not a day goes by when this doesn’t happen-I misplace something and I can’t find it…I’ll look for the piano book tomorrow, or buy another one...
MONDAY 9/9/19 11:32AM--went to Pritchard's, bought another (different) piano chord book...made a fool of myself, which happens when I get hyper... never mind the details, for now at least...
TUESDAY 9/10/19 8:47AM--recovering from the physical rigors of band practice...Dianne is upstairs, working...I don't think I have any plans of any kind...the lawn needs a bit of mowing; I dunno when, but I wanna take a crack at it with the electric mower before it grows too high...a surprise for Dianne, perhaps...
WEDNESDAY 9/11/19 8:45AM--as far as I know there's nothing exciting going on until Saturday evening...after a day of  working in the kitchen, packing just about everything away to get ready for the remodeling to begin, we'll be going to Davidsonville...I HAVE to get a bit of a nap before Dinner, after which we'll be on our way...
 9:47AM--at least two people I have thought of as old friends are very different people now than they were back when we hung out...I barely recognize them...both of them have, er, uh, softened, for lack of a better word for it...this leads me to wonder--have *I* changed?
12:34PM--a busy morning IMO...I NEED a nap...I think it took nearly an hour to get a photo from my phone printed...as an 8x10 it doesn't look so good, which is what I was afraid would happen...
  7:52PM--I dunno what the fuck is going on with this technology but wrestling with it is killing me...luckily I have Xanax... I don’t know if it was legitimate or not but the  EZpass people say they need more money from me… I didn’t count on that; I absolutely have to go to the bank tomorrow morning when it opens and deposit $30 – it’s gonna be a close call, but I THINK I’ll be OK financially...IF Ray can help financially on Saturday that would be nice...if not, I’ll be ok...not great, but okay...