I wanna be sure first

                WEDNESDAY 7/17/19 6:30AM--I have, or will shortly have $1100 in my checking account...I THINK my CapitalOne credit card (number ending in 5967) is somehow tied to my Litz credit card...so if I pay off the wireless later today, I think I'd be able to buy a powered speaker to run the keyboard through...but first I should pass the audition for the ACME Band before I make that investment, right?
           On the other hand, I wanted to throw out the cereal I accidentally bought (if I didn't like it) and buy the "right" cereal...I didn't want to involve Dianne in any way, but of course that's exactly what happened...if I hadn't spilled the cereal, my plan would have remained a secret...I guess it's gonna be a long day...I think my breakfast and my lunch are gonna be earlier than usual so that maybe I can squeeze in a little nap before I go rehearse with Jeff Herbert at 2PM...
            7:44AM--or maybe the Litz card is NOT tied into my CapitalOne card...so the plan is to payoff the Litz card and still make a payment to CapOne, sometime between now and August the 8th...I told Dianne I'd go across the street to try to determine how much it will cost to fix the car's air conditioner...maybe before I go to Jeff's...or tomorrow morning...
     9AM--I've got about $70 in my pocket to last an unknown number of days...I've got a gig on the 27th, that's a week and three days away...I seem to be quite, uh, er, "frustrated"...that's my fault for going to a certain website...IF I have any kind of preference with regard to body type, it's girls who aren't skinny...like Angela for example...it turns out that that website includes "chubby" girls as a category...a certain redhead captured my attention, but I've lost her...the story of my Life, right?
        As I said before, Lunch will likely be early, so I can hopefully squeeze in a nap--and an opportunity to enjoy myself--before I go to Mont. Village...I have no idea when I'll be back from Jeff's...hopefully by 5:00 or so...I still might go to his open mic tomorrow night--but (perhaps) only if he suggests it...the open mic doesn't seem to be close by, but it might be...
    7:04PM--I sorta told Jeff that I probably wouldn't be coming to his open mic tomorrow night...I think he's OK with that...the question then becomes "Where should I go? the OTWC? or Grape Escape?" Grape Escape should be easier on my ears...
8:24PM--I don't know where I would feel more comfortable...I am definitely going to the OTWC next Thursday, it's my job...that's one reason I'm leaning toward the Grape Escape...
    8:49PM--For reasons that are unclear to me, I've been spending more than the usual amount of time at that certain "adult" website...turns out there are seemingly dozens (hundreds) of girls that remind me of Angela, which is to say that they aren't anorexic... "Entertaining" myself is still not easy, and barely worth it...but it's all I've got...