only a memory

              THURSDAY 6/13/19 Noon--maybe it was just me, but I used to use the term "frustrated" instead of "horny"...at least to myself and in front of Dianne...but now it's actually true, I AM frustrated...and it sucks...not that I have someone else to "play with"...and of course, to my knowledge, no one else is interested in me...
           Still playing with CDs and cases...and printing lists...I'm treating this project like a substitute for Sirius/XM radio...I have way more blank CDs than I have Playlists...I don't think I''ll ever run outta songs, my iTunes Library has about 4500 songs in it...it turns out that while my car stereo can do a lot of things, Sirius XM is NOT one of them...so making a pile of CDs for the car makes absolute sense...the thing I can't seem to control is the order they are played in...but I'm OK with that--trying to be spontaneous and/or less rigid...
FRIDAY12:08PM--I've just spent the better part of TWO HOURS NOT scanning/copying a photo of a balloon...after Lunch I hope to take a nap--I guess naps are going to be an hour long, not used to that yet...After that I'm gonna look around in the basement for something to hold my CDs in when I'm in the car...If I'm gonna leave 'em in the car, the case shouldn't be able to melt...
1:18PM--I WAS gonna take my nap on the couch, but Muzzy took my spot...so if I'm only gonna get an hour's worth of sleep, maybe I can go to the basement and look for a CD case...MY plan is to walk the dog not before 3:30, no matter what Muzzy wants to do...
6:48 PM--I never made it to the basement...gonna try again Sunday...I think there's two or three DOZEN CDs ready to go...I'd say in the past two days alone I've done more than a dozen...and I've found roughly a dozen more...inevitably there are duplicates--that's called a "screw-up"...
7:31PM--I just might be mowing the front lawn Sat. morning; assuming we still have a completely "manual" mower in the tool shed...I'm pretty sure it will be a Gov't Project just to get it OUT of the shed...I feel like working on that NOW, but I won't...after all, it's time to start chillin' out...as for the Saturday trash, all I gotta do is take the can out to the curb...I think I'll wait until tomorrow morning for that...
8:10PM-I still WANT to look for the mower, but I won’t...I’ll wait until tomorrow morning... I’m having trouble winding down...truth be told, I’m not really trying, so I’d better get on with that...I don’t expect to be in bed before 11PM...