hoping to get back to "normal", whatever that means

      SUNDAY 5/19/19 5:55PM--went to iHOP for Dinner, but what I had is better known as "breakfast"...I had French Toast, 2 slices of bacon and 1/3 of Dianne's cheese omelet...
        I may change my Mind by the time I sit down to talk to him, but I have an appointment with the Borelli surrogate and I'm looking forward to it...I told Dianne that IMO the reason NOBODY on FB asked me about a free ticket to a show in DC is because they'd have to sit with me...she says I'm being silly...I disagree...THREE times I posted a song/video of Jonatha Brooke, I got ONE response--from someone who wanted to go but was unable to attend because of a prior commitment...I really thought Angela would wanna go--she seems to like a variety of Music and she doesn't seem to have a problem with going into DC to see various bands and singers...unless it means sitting with ME...
MONDAY 5/20/19 8:40AM- sitting at the doctor’s office waiting for it to open...this being early definitely has its disadvantages…the door is supposed to open at 8:45...we’ll see...if the visit is brief enough, I’ll get the car washed before I go to Litz...
11:46AM--the visit was not all that brief...afterwards I went to Litz, seemingly applied for and got credit there (for when I buy a keyboard amp of some sort) and then I got the car washed...still having mixed feelings about the man they call "Dr. G"...I belatedly took my meds, leaving out the Vyvance because Dr. G recommended that...
9:18PM--I think I'm gonna go to bed pretty close to 10PM--I've got an errand or two to do, but that shouldn't take all day...
TUESDAY 11:03PM--Dr.G suggested I start winding down after dinner and not do stuff that metaphorically  gets my blood pumping...I kinda failed at that tonight...he also suggested not eating stuff all evening long--that's really gonna be tough...gonna try going to bed at Midnight, if not sooner...I DO tend to wind down after gigs and band practices--and there's a rehearsal tomorrow for the 4th Thursday Band...