like always

      FRIDAY 4/26/19 7:11AM--this should be a day of recovery...I'm gonna be kinda busy later; I'm going out tonight to see/hear another band and I've got another gig of my own tomorrow night...NOT looking forward to that all that much...but I can always use the money, however much it will be...gonna try real hard tomorrow night to "act enthusiastic" [so I can] be enthusiastic"...but right NOW, I'm just kinda wiped out...
11:40AM--it wasn't my idea, but I've been up since 6:30, I should be ready for a nap by 1PM if not a bit sooner...
5:31PM--didn't get a nap, partially because I took the Vyvance (and all my other meds) at almost 10:30 and there was a thunderstorm moving thru the area...
SUNDAY 4/28/19 8:22AM--gonna spend the day recovering from a rather busy three days...going to Brunch with the ex in-laws later...don't really feel like it, but I don't feel like doing much of anything...a nice hunk of money in my pocket, from the two gigs I've done this past week...
7PM--I'm currently under the influence of about 5 Xanax and 1 Lisinopril and 1 Atenolol...it feels like being a bit drunk...I fuckin' hate being clumsy--I broke a big glass bowl that belonged to the roomie...