enjoying my apathy, but only a little

                        MONDAY4/8/19 5:12PM--listening to my first ever audiobook, WILD TALES, the autobiography of Graham Nash...I read it a couple of years ago, more or less...Dunno how long the tablet will hold a charge...BTW, I borrowed the audio book, I didn't buy it...and I'm liable to return it before I finish it--or not...
          TUESDAY 4/9/19 7:30AM--I believe I have an appointment with Dr. Borelli at about 11AM...I finally have something to talk about...In TECH NEWS, on my own, I discovered the method for organizing one's Bookmarks...that's a big deal to ME...
11:46AM--Dr. Borelli had fallen and hurt her arm, so the appointment was cancelled...the office DID call, but didn't leave a message...so I made that part of the trip for nothing...before the Dr.'s appointment, I went to Litz and got the mic stand and clip...went to the grocery store and got cheese and motor oil--my car needs some...then I stopped off at Petsmart to get the pre-ordered dog food...they still (allegedly) have no openings for cashiers...I was told the Germantown store might have them though...and no, Jen wasn't there yet--she was probably in school at the time...
WEDNESDAY 4/10/19 7:41AM--I feel like I've got a lot to do before I leave for the gig I have later...in fact, I feel like I've done a fair amount already...gonna make a "to do" list on my phone...
11AM--Barry has been forced to cancel Saturday's gig...other than financially, I'm relieved...but, for a couple of reasons, I might have to have sandwiches for Dinner; for one thing, that will save me a few bucks...and it changes the logistics quite a bit, which is a good thing, I think...I just hope two sandwiches are enuff...
12:53PM--one of the things I'm really bummed about is the inability to easily "enjoy" myself...and looking at porn on the Internet does nothing for me...except make me depressed...that's a bummer too...oh well...