artistic freedom--THAT'S a surprise

   
        SATURDAY 8:32PM--I just found out that there are blank "sheets of paper" in the Zen Coloring program! That means I can doodle like I used to in the old days! That's VERY exciting to me...Basic compu-coloring was starting to get a bit boring to me...now I can do a doodle, save it, and start another one...I might have to erase the doodle before I can use that particular "sheet of paper" again, but maybe (probably) not...very VERY exciting..in fact, the erasing feature is a godsend...
                I think Dianne and I are going to Unique Thrift Store tomorrow, early...dunno what, if anything, is going on after that...
SUNDAY 9:15AM- so we went to Unique, which is where I am doing this…I bought two books for a total of four dollars-hard to argue with that...
5:07PM--just got back from CVS...I don't yet have the Vyvance, though...nothing I can do about it, but, just the same, it kinda sucks...I dunno what caused my "problem" overnight after the open mic last Thursday, but I'm wondering if the sudden stopping of the Vyvance has anything to do with my current physical/emotional condition...
7:01PM--still feeling rather grouchy and I still dunno why...can't seem to stay focused on whatever I'm doing, be it reading or doodling or whatever--I blame that on the lack of Vyvance...
8:57PM--I think Dianne is minutes away from going to bed...my plan is to watch Star Trek here in the living room and then when it's over, go to bed myself...I might stay up long enough to watch the weather...
10:27PM--well, I'm watching Superman, and doodling...I started a 2nd free-form doodle, while keeping the first one, which I haven't finished yet...dunno when/if  I am gonna finish it...and like I said, it's hard to stay focused--on anything...
MONDAY 2/18/19 5PM--I erased the first free form doodle and started over...and I'm still working on the 2nd one...boy, I wish I had some Vyvance...
8:24PM- lately what I’ve done is just bounce back-and-forth between doodling, reading a book, or surfing the web while almost watching TV...The book is a biography of Barbra Streisand… It’s just now starting to get interesting…
8:51PM- I have $29 to last till Wednesday morning…I don’t think that will be a problem...I might buy Dinner, but that’s all that I know of... and even then, I don’t know what I will have to eat...oh well...
TUESDAY 7:35AM-- at some point I have to go get $20 outta the bank and go buy some rock salt to melt the ice that I'm anticipating on Wednesday...I also hope to buy a set of guitar strings and (possibly) today's Dinner...I have $29 dollars of my own already...surely I won't spend all $49 dollars in one day...