some things don't change

                SUNDAY 1/20/19 8PM--had Dinner with the former in-laws...it was OK, a rather tiny steak in my opinion...but I guess it was a good size for elderly folks...dessert was nice...
         The newest drug Dr. Borelli gave me makes me good/different, but one rule remains unchanged...I will not let an inanimate object get the best of me--I will destroy it first...like the belt that I've only worn one or two other times...I had no fucking idea how it UN buckled...I forced my jeans to the floor and CUT the belt off of it...no regrets...
          Considering what I originally bought the tablet for, maybe I shouldn't care about the things it can't do...Before I take it out anywhere, I wanna rehearse reading lyrics off of it...dunno how or when I'm gonna do that...if I go out Monday evening, I won't take it with me...
MONDAY 1/21/19 Noon--going to lunch/the movies shortly...I don't feel like doing much, but it's Dianne's Birthday...should be home by 3:30 or so...dinner tonight should be mac&cheese...I found out this morning that the cleaning ladies are coming on Thursday, so I've got two days to clean up my room...I should be doing laundry, but I don't really feel like it...
7:47PM--got home at about 4PM...finished dinner about 30 minutes ago, expecting to be in bed by 11PM...
TUESDAY 1/22/19 9:37AM--I think I'm finally getting my diabetes equipment some time today...I don't think I have anything else going on today--ooops, except I wanna do the rags and/or laundry...and I might get my coins turned into cash...
12;25PM--expect to be getting the diabetes gear by four o'clock...
THURSDAY 1/24/19 9:48AM--so I didn't get the diabetes stuff--yet...somebody (?) is sending the meter to me thru the mail...it could take up to 10 days...I've put off getting one for a few years, what's another week and a half?
            Not feeling good emotionally...*I* dunno how to fix that...
NOON-- the cleaning ladies are coming at around 2PM, so Maria says...as for going out tonight, neither one of us is...
8:05PM--they came at about 1:30 or so...Dianne and I went out for awhile...we came home and I tried to take a nap, but it didn't happen...
11:17PM--exploring the capabilities of the tablet...printed a test document, mailed myself some stuff..."removed" one of "my favorites" that I had just added...gonna go to bed now