maybe I don't really wanna know...

             MONDAY 10/29/18 8AM--I ran a series of video tests...I hope to do more later, after Lunch...it could be advantageous to shoot the vids "incorrectly"--that way (I think) I can monitor what I'm shooting...the good news? I'm getting better at it...the bad news? it uses up a lot of battery juice...
               Maybe I'll shoot tonight's set at GYY, w/o doing a test shoot of one of the other performers...a test shoot will use valuable juice...whatever songs I intend to do, I'd better pick 'em and practice 'em...
                   The songs I do tonight at GYY will likely be the songs I play tomorrow at Crossroads...I intend to video that set as well...maybe tonight's set at GYY will be a test in itself...
          TUESDAY 10/30/18 10PM--for whatever reason, my (almost) solo set at Crossroads went better than the set at GYY...I was joined by Alan Main on guitar and vocals...some of my mistakes might have been caused by his participation, his presence was a bit distracting ...the other significant between tonight and last night is that I didn't let anything derail me...no matter what, I kept going...I guess I'm not ready to quit after all...
WEDNESDAY Halloween 8AM--chatting with Alan last night, I cryptically (or so I thought) hinted that I was attracted to Angela...he implied that she knows that...mixed feelings about that, if it's true...oh well, now I will start thinking about tonight's Jam at Crossroads...I really don't think I know that many Blues songs...maybe I can re-arrange some of the ones I do know...
11:40PM--I didn't have to worry about being the (temporary) band leader; I was playing my preferred role of sideman whenever I was onstage...and I would give my guitar playing a 9.5 on a scale of 10...I even did a little bit of harmony singing...a very good night as far as I'm concerned...
THURSDAY 11/1/18 7:35AM--leaving for McDonald's and then Dr. Borelli's shortly...could be back home by 10AM...I hope I remember to stop at CVS...I think the house is about as ready for the cleaning ladies as it's gonna be...and like I say every two weeks, I wish I knew when they were coming...I guess I'll just live my Life as if it was a "normal" day...If I had MY way, they'd be here and gone by Noon...
   9:47AM-I showed up for my appointment with Dr. Borelli an HOUR early! boy does that suck...well, at least I wasn’t late...by the time the M&Ms kick in it will be nap time...I’m having trouble keeping my eyes open...