now I wonder

                 THURSDAY 9/13/18 8:30AM--being referred to by someone as their "friend"--the quotation marks in this case denote sarcasm--actually hurts quite a bit...it makes me wonder who my real friends are...and if anyone thinks of ME as their friend...and of course, I've been struggling with the definition of the word "friend" for years...

                   9:09AM--going to Victor Litz to get a G string (.023) for Epi, a set for Butterscotch and a set for the "Strat" XII...Maybe I shouldn't have, but I took a Xanax...I'm REALLY concerned about this clumsiness...I dunno, maybe it's the beginning of Alzheimer's...in any case, it makes me VERY angry...and that's why I took a Xanax...

              12:06PM--so now Epi has six new strings on it, and Butterscotch will too--tomorrow...the XII string will have strings on it hopefully by Lunchtime Monday...

                 3:30PM--I think I'm meeting Jeff (and Michelle) at the OTWC tonight...I'm bringing Epi for Jeff to work on...and I'm bringing the "Tele" too...Jeff is thinking about buying it...

               5:33PM--Angela made a reference FB to not having anyone to snuggle with during a snow event; so either she doesn't know how (I think) I feel, or she's holding out for someone more handsome or whatever...

             6:07PM--Oz just sent a song list; there's more songs on it than I've ever heard him sing...I dunno if he has a keyboard player, but sure hope he does...I wouldn't mind a rhythm guitarist either...otherwise it's just me a drummer and a bass player...I don't now and never have wanted to be in a trio...

7:45PM- hanging out here at the OTWC nervously waiting for Jeff and Michelle to arrive...

11:29PM- for better or for worse, Jeff has my Epiphone… I don’t think I’m going to see it until next Tuesday; I’ll keep my fingers crossed...I hope he can do a good set-up...