if THAT'S what I have to look forward to--count me out

MONDAY 8/20/18 5:20PM--if clumsiness is a component of Alzheimer's, I'll consider suicide...If I wanna go to Agrodolcé with Lou) I've GOT to put new strings on the acoustic...

      8:52PM--I finally called Paul Miller to tell him I wasn't interested in joining the band I thought he was forming...seemingly I misunderstood his intentions...oh well...Sue Ellen wanted to know if I was going to the Birdcage tomorrow...I said I had "homework" to do, which is true...she didn't say she needed a ride, but I suspect she would...I really am saving myself for Thursday (OTWC) and Friday (sit-in with Ray)...I probably shouldn't go to Agrodolcé on Wednesday but I wanna put new strings on the acoustic tomorrow and break 'em in at the open mic with Lou...

TUESDAY 3:42PM--well the acoustic has FIVE new strings on it; I broke a D string thinking it was a G string...very VERY frustrating...how stupid am I? I'm gonna go to Litz tomorrow morning...
5:25PM--I asked the roomie to get me some cheese from Whole Foods... real or fake, I didn't care...she brought home (and I paid for) COLBY cheese...I guess her brain gets tired after working all day...after knowing me for over 30 years, you'd think she would know what I like...what she bought is not horrible--I'll get used to it, it's the idea that she could somehow manage to get the wrong stuff...and I have to be grateful and pay for it...