the moment of truth

             THURSDAY 7/26/18 7:22AM--sometime after breakfast I will start on the chord charts...I hope to be finished all three of them by ten o'clock...after Lunch I will TRY to catch a few winks...my breathing is not bad, but my voice? Don't ask...
           9:13AM--I think I've got ALL the chord charts to ALL the songs (mine and Cara's) done...took about an hour and a half...I FALL TO PIECES took about ten minutes...to play it in Bb I put my capo on the first fret...
      10:30AM--I dunno for sure, but I'm considering having Dinner at the OTWC...or going to Wendy's for chicken tenders...or...??? I'm watching a movie that ends at 12:30...I hope to be napping by then...and sleeping until at least 3:30 or so...
    11:33AM--went to CVS, got some throat lozenges...hoping it will help me tonight...I feel as though I can't have Lunch until the lozenges have dissolved...
     12:37PM--I've been going to open mics since about 1990...I don't think I've been more nervous...I'd be a little less nervous if Cara wasn't there, but only a little...
    3:20PM- and yet again, no midday nap… I guess I’m too nervous; my breathing is OK, my singing voice? Who knows? I'm ashamed to say it, but I hope Cara chickens out...ONE rehearsal would have made me happy...
     And I was gonna take the Tele, but I think I'm gonna spend time tuning it onstage, and I already have enough to worry about...
        For instance, I dunno exactly what I'm gonna wear tonight...or what I'm having for Dinner...I'm definitely gonna take a Xanax; I think two would be too much--maybe...
    10:50PM-  Angela is a no-show; but Cara made it…  she might be more together than I thought she was, and she’s pretty darn brave in my opinion…