Wednesday, October 6, 2021

I REFUSE to live with Alzheimer's

 

                 WEDNESDAY 10/6/21 9PM--I'd rather be dead than "live" with Alzheimer's...I'd better get my affairs in order soon, cause (*I* believe) it's starting...
                THURSDAY 10/7/21 9:20AM-considering the fight that Dianne and I had last night, you would think she wouldn’t WANT  me to go to the doctor's with her – but she did… So she woke me up from a sound sleep at 7 o’clock and now here I am in the parking lot of the doctors office waiting for her to finish the second of two tests… I am considering praying that we go home after that test is over… except that she wants to stop off at Trader Joe’s…I’m thinking it’s going to be a long LONG day…I don’t expect us to get home before 11 o’clock
                            I’m SO glad I theoretically have plans for this evening… I don’t expect us to get home before 11 o’clock… To me, that really sucks; if I can work up the courage, I will ask Dianne if we could go home and she could drop me off before going grocery shopping…I asked, She said NO…Sometimes she only thinks of herself…and she accuses ME of that…
10:35AM-I really want to be back in bed by 12:30… This means having lunch pretty much as soon as we get home, which might be as early as 11 AM… I’m supposed to bring some clean clothes and/or towels up from the basement for Dianne to work on, but I’d like to know what time she’s going to work on them… If it’s after work then I need not hurry; if it’s while she is working I will need to get that stuff as soon as we get home… and I don’t exactly know what I’m going to do for dinner tonight… I said earlier it’s going to be a long long LONG LONG day…and so far it has been…I guess I'll have to go to Safeway after whatever nap I get...
3:35PM--and so I did...got some groceries, my own stamps, and turned my jar full of change into enough money to buy the BW autobio on Amaon...and have some money left over...suddenly it's a good day...
    I'm gonna change my clothes (most of 'em) and wash my hair then I'm ready to go to Hershey's...first I'll have Dinner...gonna  leave at 5PM to go get Sue El...or not, there may have been a slight change of plan--maybe...
FRIDAY 10/8/21 9:38AM--I don't think Dianne and I have any weekend plans, at least as far as *I* know...and I'm fine with that...
7:15PM--I was wrong, there IS something happening tomorrow--the new refrigerator is arriving, anytime after 9AM..the kitchen is a disaster area AND the fridge needs to be emptied out...TWO Gov't Projects at once....
SATURDAY 10/9/21 10:17 AM--the new fridge is here...unfortunately so is the old one...the new one has a water dispenser, which we CAN'T USE until a plumber does whatever a plumber has to do to get it going...it was a MAJOR Gov't Project IMO...but my part is (I think) over, at least for a little while...
2:47-well, Dianne and I went to IHOP for lunch; the refrigerator project is on hold until I dunno when…
6:07PM--it's a bit chaotic in the kitchen...we're still in limbo; other than food, I don't know where anything is...I THINK somebody's coming on Momday to do something...

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