invisiibility must have SOME advantages, right?

 

        SUNDAY 8/15/21 11:18AM--I'm definitely depressed...all I wanna do is sleep and eat...when the highlight of your day is having REAL cheese for Lunch, it's a pathetic Life...hoping to have mac&cheese for Dinner tonight...the chicken strips I had yesterday were just ok IMO...I have a few pieces leftover...guess I'll have them on Monday...or, if I can get away with it, I'll just throw 'em out...I need to pay for 'em first...
                10:36PM--as far as *I* know, some of my dirty laundry got washed earlier today, along with some of Dianne's dirty laundry...having clean laundry makes me feel a bit less depressed--and THAT'S pathetic too...In social media News, I think I've locked everyone outta my Flakebook page...of course, it sucks feeling like I have no friends...maybe I do, but I dunno who they are...and it really sucks knowing that my Life has been a total waste...no wonder I'm depressed...
11:06PM--in less than an hour, it will be Monday 8/16/21...it would have been my Father's 105th birthday...this makes me feel even more depressed...because maybe he was right about me--HE called it "lazy"...*I* call it "unambitious"...what I don't know is am I depressed because I'm "unambitious" or am I unambitious because I'm depressed...some choice...
MONDAY 8/16/21 9:23AM--hoping to get back to my  "normal" Gburg existence soon...still depressed, just eating and sleeping...and watching TV...for the umpteenth time, I'm trying to distance myself from Fakebook...
10:27AM--especially since it seems to be f**ked up in some manner...
10:11PM--the new cleaning lady stopped by today...dunno what she thinks about the house, the job, or us...her husband's name is George (likely pronounced  Hor-hay, and spelled Jorge) and today (as previously noted) is my Father's birthday...HIS name was George...
TUESDAY 8/17/21 11:29AM--I have to keep checking the calendar to make sure it's actually TUESDAY, because to me it feels like Monday...I think CJ wants me to come to his open mic, but I'm undecided...I DID accomplish something this morning...I got rid of the re-cycleables AND I found out when my appointments at ALL DAY MEDICAL actually are--my med appointment with Kelley (?) is tomorrow at 9AM (yikes!) and my appointment with my new therapist is on the 30th--unfortunately it's VIRTUAL...