THURSDAY 7/9/2020 11:20AM-- I thought I had gotten over the fact that "self-pleasure" was, for me, a thing of the past...lately, I've missed that activity more than usual...FWIW, I got a slight tingle from looking at adult videos yesterday...very slight...which, I think, is worse than none at all...
Lately, I've been thinking (a lot) about a certain woman...not sure why exactly...Seeing Angela sitting at a table with some friends, NOT practicing social distancing has really shaken me up...that and seeing an actual "friend" behaving the same way has had a profound effect on me...I thought SJ was smarter than that...speaking of SJ, apparently Nancy is having emotional/psychological problems--THAT worries me...
THURSDAY 7/9/2020 11PM--still really bummed about my apparent impotence...it was inevitable...but knowing that doesn't help...and I have re-discovered a certain adult website, which compounds my depression with regard to NOT being able to "enjoy " myself...
SATURDAY 7/11/2020 6:32PM-- I have no idea what's going on in her world, but a woman I used to know seems to be losing her Mind...she's in the hospital...I'm fairly scared...
SUNDAY 7/12/2020 9:48 PM--I don't think I can stay up until Midnight tonight--my visit to Damascus took place at that point in time when I would normally be attempting to take a nap...Dianne and I had most of a Potomac Pizza for Dinner...because of that, I'm trying NOT to eat anything while I'm sitting here watching TV...eating because yer bored might be the worst reason to eat...and it could cause problems later...I would rather have an uneventful night of sleep with regard to my digestive system...
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