FRIDAY 7/31/2020 11:42AM--it's not fair that I should feel so horny (in my head at least) and not be able to act on it...apparently the roomie can still "enjoy" herself--I saw a device in her bed yesterday, partialy covered up, but not completely...made me jealous...
I found a particularly provocative picture of a ceratain woman I know on Instagram...I was not able to save it in the traditional manner...finally it occured to me that I could take a screenshot of it--so I did...the only thing that woriies me is that the FBI or NSA or somebody could find the various pix on my phone of Women I know...most of those are of Angela...if her Women's intuition was working, she would know I have some kinda feelings for her....the feelings are mostly physical...even if I've lost the ability to act on those feeelings, in my head, I want her so badly I can barely stand it...one of the only benefits of the pandemic is that I won't/can't see her out in public, at someone's gig...SHE might be going out, in fact I'm pretty sure she does...but *I* don't...I think I've blocked her posts on Flakebook...
6PM--I took my daily mid-day nap...was almost ALMOST able to er, uh, "enjoy myself"...I could feel things starting to happen when suddenly they stopped...my attraction/infatuation with Angela led to me create a photo album...it's pathetic, ya don't have to tell me...
9:02PM--added some more photos to the AD album--why? I can't exactly explain it...
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