Sunday, May 3, 2020

Tired



          SUNDAY 5/3/2020 time unknown--I’m so tired… Physically, emotionally, intellectually… For every thing that goes the way I want it to there’s something that DOESN’T go the way I want it to; maybe that’s normal but today it doesn’t feel normal…I feel as though I absolutely MUST take a nap – I don’t know how long it will last, and I don’t know what I’ll be doing after it’s over…
7:09 PM--there's been some kinda fuck-up with CVS...I THINK the problem is that Medicaid needs proof that I have (or shortly WILL have Medicare...*I* think I'm allowed to have one or the other, but not both...I hope I'm wrong but I suspect tomorrow is gonna be a long day...
MONDAY 5/4/2020 8:05 AM--I just paid off BOTH of my credit cards!!! which still leaves me with roughly $1200 in the Bank, after (maybe) Wednesday that is...there was a MAJOR error in my original computations, but I don't wanna discuss it...and it wasn't because I was rounding up...I have what I'm supposed to have...I DO plan to buy cat food; I think that's my only purchase for today...
12:18 PM--other than having about $1000 in the Bank, it has been a really sucky day...
5:46 PM--at some point today, I took at least one Clonazepam...well, it may have been two at once...and (I think) another one a bit letter...I FEEL like I've taken three...but I kinda like it..
7:37 PM--the roomie recommends getting new glasses...the Kentlands location of MyEyeDr. is (temporarily?) closed, so I'll have to go to the Fallsgrove location...maybe I'll do that tomorrow...
TUESDAY 5/5/2020 9 AM--I'm gonna go to MyEye Dr. when I'm sure my finances are settled, tomorrow or the next day...for instance, Dianne took the money I owe her and the CapOne credit card took all the money I owe them, except for $1.99...That I don't get, but I'm gonna wait a day before I start to worry...
8:10 PM-I’m not sure how or why, but I missed the call from CHIP… I couldn’t quite understand much of what the caller  said...I believe he was Oriental or Asian or whatever the proper term is… I will call them again tomorrow...even a missed call makes me feel good...
WEDNESDAY 5/6/2020 9:33 PM--I guess I'm gonna work on the Medicare stuff tomorrow...and there's the Zoom meeting with Dr. Via at (I think) 11:30 AM...we can talk about my (likely) depression...being kicked outta the band didn't cause it, but it didn't help...and my second meeting with Dr. Via possibly being my last one is a bit of a drag...I THINK the appointment is scheduled to last about 15 minutes...I'm not exactly OK with that, but I'm not in charge...

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