topsy turvy

      SUNDAY 8/18/19 10:38AM--because (I think) I'm having a late Dinner, I gonna have a late Lunch...and I had a late breakfast...practice allegedly starts at 3:30 which is unusual...that might mean Dinner at 8PM, I suppose...
1:16PM--tried to take an early nap--that idea flopped...as did my attempt to "enjoy" myself...oh well...leaving for Combustibles practice in about an hour and a half...
11:46PM--went to practice, came home...had dinner, going to bed now...
MONDAY 8/19/19 7:45AM--I don't yet know for sure, but there are indications that my primary doctor may no longer working at Comprehensive PrimCare in Rockville...NOBODY told me...fucking great way to start the week...
  9:46PM--it turns out that Dr. Snow IS still at ComPrimCare, he's just not taking any NEW patients...I didn't have any "Levo" to take first thing this morning; I was out of it...miraculously the automatic refill kicked in just before Lunchtime...
     Dianne will be working from home for part of the day tomorrow, but I've forgotten which part...I don't HAVE to wash the rags tomorrow, but I might anyway...and I should probably do some of my clothes as well...it seems like there's always laundry to do...
        Pocket money is tight, but I think I can make it to Wednesday morning...I dunno which credit card bill I should focus on the most--there might be $100 in checking when the SSA check arrives...so do I use it on the Litz credit card or the CapOne credit card? I'm leaning toward paying it to the CapOne card...
TUESDAY 8/20/19 12:36PM--kinda wishing I could still, er, uh, um, "please" myself...even kinda wishing I could "please" Angela...but there are a dozen (or more) reasons that that's never gonna happen...Maybe my "friends" know about whatever is going on between me and Dianne...At the top of the Reasons List is the idea that she doesn't seem to feel the same about me as I do about her--whatever those feelings actually are...and of course there's the possibility that she thinks Dianne and I are more than friends...I guess that's true, in a way...and of course, even if I was the most virile man I could be, Dianne's heart would be broken if  I  "dated" another woman...and, further down the List is my financial handicap...and a little further down is the idea that we might not be all that compatible...Angela seems to like a lot of Music that I can't relate to...and, although she hasn't asked me yet, if she wanted my opinion of her singing, I would have to stretch the truth a bit...