now what happens?

           MONDAY 6/3/19 6:25PM--Dianne's aunt has passed away...knowing it was coming doesn't make it any easier to bear...Taking care of things around here is my responsibility, but who's gonna keep an eye on Mike and Linda's? It could be me...I don't mind...It's not too early to start "winding down" before bedtime, whenever that will be...
          TUESDAY 6/4/19 AM--I was starting to worry that I was becoming a genuine psycho...I seem to be attracted to women who are way WAY WAY too young for me...not ALL of the women fit that description by the way...in any case, any and every female I think about would be disappointed if we found ourselves in an "intimate" situation...all of this leads to: Jen was working at PetSmart today...while I was there I talked to the Manager about being a cashier; for probably the fourth or fifth time...
               I'm driving Dianne to Mike and Linda's and then they leave for Peabody...I think tthe're coming back on Friday, but I'm picking Dianne up at BWI--which I'm happy about because I won't have to go to Dulles...I don't like Dulles or National; I know how to get to BWI and back, at least I THINK I do...
4:55PM--A small townhouse is quite a bit bigger when you're alone in it--the dog and the cat don't make the difference...staying in tonight, going to Hershey's tomorrow night...A guy I know asked me to back him up vocally on a Jackson Browne song and I said yes...Thursday? who knows?  The song writers' open mic is happening at the out-of-the-way café...I’ll probably end up there…
5:30PM--Dianne doesn't even leave for Boston until 7:30 and I already miss her...I don't exactly want to, but I'm gonna sleep in HER room, probably until she gets back...as for keeping occupied, I've got plenty of laundry to do...but that won't/shouldn't take all day..
8:19PM--in addition to laundry, I have to prepare for LOU & SCOTT'S appearance at the Hershey's open mic Wednesday evening...it surprised me when Lou presented the idea via text messaging...and I hadn't thought of mentioning to HIM...I wish Jackie was hosting, but she's not...
10PM-trying to make it to Midnight... I think I can...
WEDNESDAY--6/5/19 9AM-- I didn't make it to Midnight...after my early afternoon nap, I will study some more for the open mic...
3:46--I'm sure Muzzy wants to go for a walk; actually I do too, but it's supposed to be raining soon and with my luck, we would get caught in it...I don't feel like taking that risk...on the other hand, I wouldn't be surprised if it doesn't rain, now that I've decided to stay in... I'm leaving somewhere around 6PM or so...don't know when I'll be back...after I go to Wendy's (or wherever I'm gonna have dinner) I'm going to Hershey's...hoping to be there before 7PM...