Tuesday, June 25, 2019

another fight with technology or the ever present sadness



     TUESDAY 6/25/19 7:15AM--the other day the iTunes icon/thumbnail thingie just vanished...I don't know why and I dunno how to get it back...AARRGH...waiting for the guy to get here and measure the kitchen for new cabinets...
     9:48AM-- the guy has come and gone..I don't think I have any other commitments...which means I'm probably forgetting something...
3:10PM--I may have gotten a bit of a nap, I can't quite remember...I still can't get over both of my electric guitars having new strings on 'em...almost makes me excited about having rehearsal tomorrow...
       But thinking about my loneliness (and stuff) keeps me from doing any kind of happy dance...I must have really pissed Shelley off all those years ago, at Skip's funeral--one of my Life's biggest regrets...Death makes me angry, and when I'm angry, I'm not thinking clearly...it feels like more than five years ago, but that's how long ago it was...I've never heard from her, I don't directly hear from Bill Grimes or Larry Mueller or Mark Lysher...it hurts--a lot...
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