FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!!!!!!

         MONDAY 5/27/19 NOON--it has taken an HOUR to get back online and logged in.I dunno what happened or why, but it was seriously frustrating...In addition to that, I've had a serious medical problem; while cleaning/organizing the basement...I've got two boxes of books ready to go, one of them is dangerously heavy, I should probably take some books out...gonna do some research to find out what happened to me--my legs gave out and why; I couldn't get up off the floor...I panicked a LOT, I'm sure that didn't help my body at all ...trying to do my research, but I'm having an unbelievable struggle with technology...
12:20PM--life may be getting back to it's usual state...spoke too soon...a credit card problem between my Bank and Amazo...at first I told the powers that be that I DID NOT buy anything today for $119...then I remembered: I put $119 into Savings specifically to be ready to pay for my "subscription" to Amazon Prime...they automatically take the money...dunno whether Amazon warned me that they take the money...eventually cleared THAT situation up...
     5:19PM--feeling better, almost my normal self...got a pretty good nap, thanks to Xanax...let's see how long I feel halfway decent..minutes away from Dinner...the $119 dollars in savings now (I think) needs to be transferred to Checking...it took about five attempts to take a screenshot of the Transfer, I thought I had that down...a LOUSY Monday, as far as *I* am concerned...and it's not over...the good news? I haven't spent so much as a penny today...
9:41PM--except that I owe Dianne about $15 dollars...I must go to the Bank tomorrow and get an as yet undetermined amount of cash...
TUESDAY 5/2/19 9:32AM--FUCK! still wrestling with technology...two and a half fucking hours..apparently I couldn't/can't go to any fucking website without registering like a fucking first timer and/or creating a new fucking password...
6:37PM--I think my interaction with my laptop and the Internet has returned to normal...in medical news, in order to lessen the chances of having another incident like the one I had yesterday, I'm done "pleasing myself"...that's a huge bummer, but inevitable...:
7:17PM--more fucking TECH problems--I think I somehow lost the G mail Inbox on my phone...after lotsa button pushing, I think I got it back--not 100% sure though...LATER--nope, not on the phone--gonna have to Customer service or tech support...maybe not, Dianne sez there's no such label/category (on an iPhone) as G mail INBOX...I really wanna believe her..
9:11PM--I'm gonna try to let it go, at least for the time being...today I got my first speeding ticket since buying my Corolla...it will cost $40...it coulda been worse...