peace and quiet--I had some--not enough though

 

   SATURDAY 11/28/2020 8:40PM--so this past Thursday (Thanksgiving) Dianne and I went to Ocean City...it was especially quiet because of the holiday...it was a little more alive today...at just about the point in time when we were preparing to leave to come home, I found out Sherri and Tom were about five miles away--also in Ocean City...our paths did not cross...
                I'm really glad tomorrow is Sunday--I'm not ready to go back to the "normal" routine...
FRIDAY 12/4/2020 10:08 AM--almost a week later,and to some degree, Life sucks...I'm tired or wrestling with technology...I'm tired of wrestling with my current primary care doctor, I'm tired of wrestling with CVS...I'm tired, period...

or not normal

 

      FRIDAY 11/20/2020 11:23AM--I guess I'm pretty dammed depressed...I barely feel like doing THIS, much less anything else...except sleeping, I LOVE doing that...the roomie and I are going to Ocean City next week...The roomie needs a break, but so do I...
MONDAY 11/23/2020 9:51PM--after what seems like more than a few days of considerable anxiety, I finally talked to that insurance expert that Dianne had talked to about HER situation...and I didn't have to change my appointment with Dr. Gendel because I HAD THE DATE WRONG in the first place...and on top of all that, the MRI Lab called to tell me that THEY had to reschedule the MRI until next Tuesday--it would have been tomorrow...dare I say, Life has been pretty good, today in any case...tomorrow? who knows?
WEDNESDAY 11/25/2020 10:40PM--getting excited/nervous about going to Ocean City tomorrow...I'm about 90% packed up...I have no idea what we're gonna actually DO  there...I dunno what there is to do there...the pandemic has changed pretty much everything...and it IS the end of November...

and now we're back to "normal"

 

                TUESDAY 11/10/2020 11:22PM--I feel as though I'm having trouble with bureaucracy, specifically doctors and health insurance...it's quite stressful to me...
  WEDNESDAY 11/11/2020 10:50AM--no wonder I'm tired...I took care of the medical/insurance stuff...I was on the phone (with two different people) for about an hour...I feel as though I deserve a reward of some kind--whether I actually DO or not...I should be getting a new Physician's Directory in about ten days or so...to say I'm relieved is a HUGE understatement...
SATURDAY 11/14/2020 5:14PM--did some leaf raking...I don't think I put my life in danger...and that's good news...hopefully I'll finish the job tomorrow, weather permitting...
MONDAY 11/16/2020 9:33AM--it feels like it's been a Gov't Project, but I made an appointment to see a doctor about my enlarged spleen and other stuff...I should feel a sense of accomplishment, and I do, but I'm getting nervous already...

a fairly good day

 

        MONDAY 11/9/2020 10:48PM--my new debit card came today...I used it to get a haircut--a SUPER spontaneous act; I just was gonna schedule an appointment but Kathy was ready, so I got the haircut...it turned out pretty good...I still have a "to do" list, but I'm working on it--slowly, but still...

more medical stuff and whatnot

 

   THURSDAY 11/5/2020 9:52PM--the visit to the Doctor's went rather swiftly enough...apparently there's a problem with my kidneys and spleen--whatever that does...
FRIDAY 11/6/2020 8:13PM--When I was actually looking for it, the Pink Floyd jack turned up--in the laundry room...that was the best thing to happen today...I got paperwork from Health and Human Services...I don't think it's good news at all...What happens next, I have no idea...but I'm scared...